Torn at heart

This is tearing me apart
How can I look at you
Every second, you are all that's on my mind
I want to reveal this to you
to fathom courage and confess to you
Oh, but how will you react
How can I know that you'll except this
You're amazing, such a great person
Every part of you is so spectacular
I love you, no I like you, no I..
I can't explain it, what I feel for you
Greater than like, More than lust
Not quite love, but something so close
This is more than a crush I'm sure
But you, you are so dear to me
How would I deal if you pushed me away
Something terrible is tearing me apart
I'm fretting so much and then I think of you
You put my mind at ease, brighten my day
Ever smile that adorns your face brings me smiles
Around you I feel genuinely happy
I have never felt so, so, oh there's no word for it
This is overwhelming, if you could just see
I'm so, my heart is so, you tear me to bits
There is no way, but I want there to be
Oh you have to like me, but no you won't
Deary me how do I, how can I reveal this to you
You my friend have tamed my wild heart
Locked me in chains I never wanted to be binded by
But you are so oblivious, you'll probably never know.