It all started yesterday, you stirred a feeling I had forbidden
I shouldn't have let it go that far I should of stopped my habbits
My heart's too stupid to let run wild yet when I see you,
The wars I've raged against my mind, telling it to stop
It could not happen, it would not happen
I tell myself I don't when I know I do, but I feel guilty liking you
Stupid mind and stupid heart, the reason I hold back
If the incident hadn't happened I know I would tell you in a second
But I'm glad I've made that mistake for I'll never do it again
Thanks to that you'll never know and I'll hide my unrequited passion
We're friends of sorts and we talk a bit but how much do we really know
I'd be glad to get to know you, I really would
But would you except my feelings or would my mistake repeate again
My heart is torn, it doesn't want to get hurt again
The tears from before have barely dried
And I can't stand to have to cry again
But would you make me cry?
Would our friendship be ruined?
Who am I to guess? Perhaps you do return my feelings?
But if you don't I know it'll end in heart break,
I couldn't stand for you to avoid me
Your company is so warming
and your words comfort me, infact there's a hundred things I'd miss
Your smile, your voice, you're kind and smart
Athletic too, not to mention handsome and funny as well
I value your friendship but I want to wish for more
Is that wrong of me? Does it make me as guilty as I feel?
Oh well for now I'll let it go, until next time and then we'll see